hearts4all

its thanksgiving!

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:02:46 GMT

WHO

Who was the first person you wanted to be like?:
Selena

Who do you think raised you the most: your mom or dad?:
both in their own ways

Who have you not been completely honest with lately?:
ummm..about that

Who do you think is the most attractive person you know?:
travis wall..wait i don't know him..that doesn't count..umm hmm

Who are you willing to die for?:
family friends

Who has a crush on you right now?:
ooo who?!? i would really like to know!

Who do you want to get to know more?:
people in general

Who would star as you in the movie about your life?:
i have no idea..me ;)

Who did you go to your senior prom with?:
someone special

Who is the nicest person you've ever met?:
i could name some people..

Who taught you how to ride a bike?:
my aunt

Who has been annoying you lately?:
lots of people..=//

Who do you regret ever knowing?:
idk..haven't really thought of it

Who do you think will read this when you're done?:
whoever..idc

WHAT

What's your bedroom's colour scheme?:
pinkk

What kind of ice do you prefer: cubed or crushed?:
cubedd

What languages do you speak fluently?:
english and some italian

What about you sets you apart from the crowd?:
my crazyness

What impact have you made, however big or small?:
i think i still need time to make that impact on the world

What is your favourite game show?:
idk i don't think i have a fav.

What would you most likely go to jail for?:
hahah idk =)

What is the first thing you do when you get your paycheck cashed?:
...paycheck??

What are you most uncomfortable with about yourself?:
physical apperance..and second guessing myself..thats a problem

What's the first thing that you notice about someone?:
eyes && laugh

What celebrity do people tell you that you look like?:
im not sure

What is the first thing you do when you wake up?:
complain to myself about waking up =p

What's one thing people would never expect you to do?:
tell them one of my deep dark secrets =p

What do you hope to accomplish in your lifetime?:
being someone i can look at and be satisfied with

WHEN

When did you lose your first tooth?:
idr at all

When did you lose your virginity?:
not yet

When is the last time you puked?:
in Hawaii..i know stupid catamarian..haha

When do you want to get married?:
when he asks me..=)

When do you think you'll die?:
not anytime soon

When is the appropriate time to bring up bad news?:
never

When was the last time you visited a doctor?:
not in a while actually

When is it the easiest for you to fall asleep?:
idkk

When do you usually wake up?
usually 530-6 on weekdays and on weekends i try to sleep in

When did you take Algebra 1 -- and pass?:
some point in my education..idk

When did you start learning about puberty?:
i think in like 5th gradee

When is your parents' anniversary?:
october 16

When did you get tired of answering these questions?:
im growing tired of it lol

WHERE

Where were you when the first 9/11 attacks happened?:
at the middle school

Where do you feel the most comfortable?:
on stage or singing

Where is the last place you found something you'd lost?:
umm i found my lipgloss in my bag..haha steph and kristall!!

Where do you like to go for fun?:
out with friends

Where do you refuse to go?:
iddk

Where do you keep the things you don't want people to find?:
why would i tell you??

Where is the party usually at?:
wherever the party is at!

Where is the perfect place to get to know someone?:
around

Where do you wish you lived?:
Hawaii

Where was your secret hiding spot as a kid?:
ist i had one

Where did or do you go to school?:
cmack high

Where are you going after this?:
after this survey? idk

WHY

Why are you in the position that you're in?:
what?!

Why would you give someone five dollars?:
becasue its five dollars

Why aren't you out doing something else?:
becasue thats how i roll

Why are gas prices so high?:
because the world sucks

Why is the sky blue?:
becasue its the sky

Why do you think JFK was assassinated?:
because people are weird

Why would anyone go out of their way to please someone?:
becasue there are some peope in the world who make it better

Why are you on livejournal?:
because idk

Why do or don't you like the current president?:
idk

Why do you cry at movies?:
becasue im an emotional wreck

Why would you fall in love with someone?:
because he makes me laugh

Why do you talk the way you do?:
i wish i didn't

Why are you single (or taken)?:
because the world hates me

Why are you happy to be done?:
because idkkkk

46 things girls would die for...

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 03:06:49 GMT

hey boys...this is for you..absorb it

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly

Are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends

Keep reading

11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back
15-when her friends say I love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her and say I love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her she’s beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
.....20 u need to show her you mean it too (^)

21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. You buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. Small things can still help...we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things

26-don't lie to her
27-dont cheat on her
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

Are you still reading this u better be its important

31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she’s upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night

44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sing to her even if you are horrible, it is still romantic!
46. Dance with her for no reason...(also..dance with her to airplane, car, trucks, birds, wind...hahah any knid of music..or sound....even if people on the street glares at you 'n you guys stop the whole world from walking 'n just block people.)

wow these are all so true...so true
its so special and i along with the population of females would die for this...

top things

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 02:24:33 GMT

the top things i want to do..

1) get married to the that special guy who makes me feel good about myself and makess me laugh everytime we are together=)
2)be completly fufilled with my music and finally come to terms with my voice and musical goals
3) go to Italy <3
4)have kids..1 or 2
5)do something totally unexcpected..tba
6)have friends that will be loyal to me forever
7)have a day full of no regrets
8) take a roadtrip with my friends
9)have a leading lady role in a musical
10) make someone's dream come true
11)be satisfied with my appearance
12)be in complete, utter, breath taking, true, rare love

<3

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 04:55:52 GMT

so i haven't updated and this isn't a formal update but at this time i have to write somethings out for myself, so if you have read up to here, it is your choice to go on anymore.
Ok firstly i have to say that my life @ this exact moment hass just came down from a huge climax. Like there was this one point in time where i was truly happy and worry-free and that time now is far away. Its a really hard transition, becasue i have these strange emotions like insecurities and unanwered questions and fate that make me cringe inside. I don't know what to do. The worst thing are the insecurities, they are so intimanating. I regret so many things that i shouldn't and it makes me awfully heart-broken, becasue i know i will never be satisfied and there is nothing i can do. I try changing my looks, my personality, nothing works and it all in the end, to me, comes across fake. I don't know what to do. Secondly, un-answered questions, which also take a toll on me, and make me want to know more and makae it harder for me to answer these questions about myself. Lastly, i have been having a reaccuring dream, and its one of those themes where you want it to be reality so much it makes you depressed. I've learned a lot about people this past month or so. One person, i learned to be the nicest and sweetest person i know and it makes me smile and others i just can't deal with and i want to and i try but i should just realize, hey maybe they hate me and get on with life. well hopefully dreams do come true cause if this happened i would be so much happier than i am now...and please don't think im depressed becasue im not, its just something im dealing with, so don't worry for me.

<3
Jackie

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 02:25:51 GMT

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

ok i give up...i should get over you but something inside of me is telling me hold on a little longer..one more day, but i have to face it sooner or later that however hard i try and wish and dream its never going to come true. Will you ever think of me? i guess never...uggh </3

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 01:43:50 GMT

1. List some things you want to say to 10 different people but you know you probably never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never discuss it again.

1-what should i say about,lets see you are pretty much an amazing friend, and i think you need to know that. I am soooooo happy we got close and share so many memories and insiders.I trust you so much like with anything and you trust me too(ihope) and whenever we hang out its like a party and we're always laughing hysterically for days . I know i can always depend on you for anything and everything and you are a ideal friend and i wish everyone could have a friend like you. I love you !! ! !

2-i've known you forever and everytime we are together i know i can rely on you. You're exactly like me and that what makes us such best friends. There were times where i would hardly see you and thats not cool cause i need you in my life to keep me sane haha well i love you lots!

3-I don't know how you put up with me, seriously. Like you must think im the craziest person ever and you still want to be friends with me and i really really appreciate that. I like how we became sooo close and you are such a trustworthy and loyal friend who i can talk to whenever i want, even about my stupid storys..hah im soo happy that i can call you one of my friends and hopefully this friendship will last longer than we can imagine.

4-i don't know what to say to you. Sometimes i love you like a sister and sometimes you can be so immature, but i guess maturity is something the comes with age, hmm i ponder?. well i do love spending time with you, whatever time we have, and i don't know what will happen between us after high school but i hope for the best.

5-im over you as of a couple hours or something ago, and im satisfied with that decision.

6-you are such a fun person to talk to and you make me smile. We always have great disscusions and you are such an awesome friend and im soooo glad we became close. I love you lots and can't wait for the next two years to come.

7- im sorry to say it and i even feel bad kinda when i say this but you are just really annoying, im sorry but i had to say it and i wish our interactions were shorter and less annoying, im really sorry but since i can't say it to your face, ill say it here, sorry.

8-we were good friends last year and this year also, i feel as we are good friends. I doubt sometimes if you really like me and if i ever found out you didn't i would be depressed cause i really enjoy being your friend.

9- im sorry but grow up and don't take out your insecuritys on me cause it just makes me insecure and i don't want to deal with that .please & thank you

10- i love you a lot and you are such a great friend. I have so much fun talking to you and we have the same intrests and it makes me happy i know you. You're such a nice girl and i hope we are friends forever!

ok so i did that for all you who carre to read it <3
but don't ask me who you are...cause i won't tell you

hearts for all

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 02:25:36 GMT

alright i don't think i have much time to keep updating this or anything so im going to make this really deep and completly honest and if you chose to read it, read it. Lets see to start and im being very honest, Junior year is awful. Its not the same as last year and its not like i think the work is hard, which it is, but thats not the reason, i excpected that. What i didn't except is myself this year. With my personal apperance, with my attitude toward people,boys, the way people treat me, the way i hate it. I don't really know what to do, im fed up with it but i can;t go back after 2 years, im trying and obviously not succeding. What i can depend on is my friends, all of them, my best friends. Steph,Christina,Nicole,Kristal,Lauren,Rebecca,Emily and Elleana what can i say to you guys but thank you for these past years and how i can always count on you guys when there is no one else to depend on. i love you girls so much and am so thankful that i have all of you as my best friends. Of course i have those other aquatineces but they treat me like crap so im glad i have these girls. I also have a even greater passion for music. I never knew how amazing it made me feel. can you say you are home saturdays playing the piano and singing and spending hours on friday nights at voice lessons? but sadly i only have 2 people who believe in me, other than that i've been screwed so far by the world. I have so much passion and some people just don't care and it makes me sad to think that. But as i said this is all the truth. so yeah as i said junior year was not as excpected, not at all and it is not fair at all, not fair.....
well thats it for now, umm i guess if anything big happens ill update

love always,
Jackie

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 00:40:50 GMT

i saw him dancing..live on wed. in madison square garden <3

then i saw the magic flute thrusday..awesomeeness

bored and =/

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:19:03 GMT

01. Your name plus "lyn"
Jackielyn

02. Two feelings at the moment?
pissed and tired

03. What are you listening to right now?
nothing

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
...

05. Your three plans for tomorrow?
homework, sleeping, out
06. Are you thinking of someone right now?
i guess

07. Are you single?
yep

08. What do you want?
a lot of things i can't have

09. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers?
idk..=)

10. Are you feeling bored?
yepp

11. Who do you miss right now?
peopllee

13. Last friend you talked to online?
lauren

14. What do you like about tonight?
bowling with friends and seeing some peeps i haven't seen in years

15. If you visit a farm, what would you like to see?
cows

16. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
alot of things..a dancer a pop singer a teacher

17. Last gift?
idr

18. Did you like it?
probb.

19. Do you play an instrument?
i sing..and play a little piano

20. What song did you last hear?
the last one i remember is girls just wanna have fun

21. Person you hate most?
hmmmm

22. Who makes you laugh the most?
my friends

23. What makes you smile?
when good things happen

24. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m?
SLEEPING!!

25. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
in the car coming home

26. Are you any good at math?
i dropped it..=p but besides that i think so

27. Do you have any [in]famous ancestors?
idk

28. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
not yet

29. Do you know the words to the song on your Myspace profile?
yepyep

30. Last thing received in the mail?
ivitation to rebeccaa's

31. How many different beverages have you drank today?
water, diet pepsi, some juice

32. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
i don't usually like too

33. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
in hawaii!

ok done

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 13:03:20 GMT

so i haven't updated in such a longggg time, so here it goes..
um school is going ok i guess, i have some really good classes and stuff like that and some sucky classes
the princess bride is on November 3&4 and its hilarious"s&m"
ummmm..im not going to lie this year hasn't been so great but i won't get into the reasons.
my friends and i are going to be "jailbirds" for halloween so that should be cool.
umm i can actually like drive a car and my mom said we can get one over the summer so i can drive to school next year!! =)
and lets see they still haven't announced the musical so we'll have to see bout that.

and thats pretty much it so hopefully i'll be updating more, but the work load is ridiculus...oh IB
so thats about it for now

peace peace out <3

lemons

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 23:34:53 GMT

Sometimes you work so hard for something. And life decides to throw a lemon at you. Right in your eye, so it stinks and burns and blinds you and then when you think that's bad enough life throws a watermelon into your stomach, and you feel like…a watermelon has just been thrown at your stomach. And to make matters worse, 12 grapefruits plummet from the sky and hit you on the head so your brain shakes and suddenly you can't say the word "yellow" anymore…and then you are nothing, nothing but a fruit salad of pure and utter disappointment.

its original

9/11

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 01:51:02 GMT

RIP all those who have died on September 11 2001
5 years later, and NEVER forgotten

i♥horoscopes!

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 01:46:35 GMT

well i've been having a bad couple of days
but my horoscope says "Good things are about to happen that will make you forget all the recent bad stuff!" so that should be good...p.s my best friends can beat yours up

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 00:19:38 GMT

it sucks

its not goodbye..its "see you later!"

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 02:59:37 GMT

so that guy who hunted crocodiles died..Steve Irwin..its kinda sad..i mean i don't know him personally but i knew him,like as a famous person. its sad that he left his kids and wife..idk
it just was =(
its sad when things happen, like all the people dying everyday that you see on tv...idk its sad

p.s i miss people
they've changed and i miss them

umm totally??

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 02:25:15 GMT

Sometimes it's good keeping secrets to yourself
so you can find yourself on your own. * One Tree Hill *

brand new schedule

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 18:39:06 GMT

1 Italian 5IB --Silva
2. Cougar Cooking =0)- McAuley
3 IB Theater- Attina
4 IB Dance- Cisek
5 Music Theory!!!! -Hansen
6 (1st semester)English/Math College Prep(SAT)- Cappiello
6(2nd semester) Fashion Merchandising-Benkov
7 0dd IB/AP US History- Kaminicki/ even IB English- Attina
8 "
9 Chorale- Frankonis

no math no science
o well

im me if we have classes together

pain pain go away

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 21:03:42 GMT

so since 11 this morning my stomach has been in so much pain and it was absolutly awful and i could't move and the pain wouldn't go away so i couldn't get my hair cut but it will be rescheuled and now its 5 and i feel better but the 7 hours of pain was absolutly excruciating
ugggghhhghghg

You're not the man who started You're much more openhearted then i knew you to be

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 17:35:57 GMT

i've been thinking too much lately of the stupid regrets i have from the past 2 years and i wish i could take many things back. the thoughts are eating up my mindd and i keep thinking i should have done this or that and its ridculus. idk what to do becasue there is no physical way to go back and change the past..so i just have to improve the future...idk idk ugghhh who ever said don't regret anything can go jump off a cliff =)
why is this sooo annoyinggg!!!!

okk done

<3jack

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 22:58:58 GMT

1. italian
2 study hall (no)
3.IB THEATER!!:-)
4 IB dance
5 & 6odd IB English
5 & 6 even IB US
7 Pre- Calc
8- conceptual physics
9 Chorus

most likely to change im only keeping theater=) dance and chorus
everything else is subject to change

but idk they didn't give me music theory which is absolutly retarded b/c i stressed to my conseler enough times to tell her i need that class..for college (obvs. i want to be a music teacher)
and it makes me mad
so if they don't give it to me im going to pay to take pre-college classes
ugggghhhh commack suckssssss

men shirts short skirts

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 14:49:57 GMT

im bored

yeah yeah

my middle name is misery..

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 22:37:48 GMT

so updating now and lets see whats new? umm nothing really waiting for my schedule and a call...tomorrow jeez
o and yesterday i watched smokey joes cafe! it looked good! and i actually got to hear my friends going crazy for me during shimmy i love you guyss and it was so good to hear you screaming for me!!!!!
and yesa thats about it

oo Happy bday danielle!!!
<3

there's a fine fine line

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 21:36:04 GMT

its a long road
when you face the world alone
no one reaches out a hand
for you to hold

=(

I apologize for the exstravaganza... haha

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 00:04:25 GMT

so lets see yesterday i went lauren and emily to ruby tuesdays *note quote up top*
we visted steph good times good times then that night i went with britt to see bye bye birdie...and she couldn't order my world class chocolate hahaha we are pretty cool <3
then lets see thats about it for this update...lol

love

I'm Bringing Sexy Back!

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 19:32:00 GMT

so heres my update about yesterday which was laurens sweet 16! omg it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun and i love my friends. i really am so glad i'm friends with the people i am because they always make me smile and i always have fun with them. tHe party was awesome and yeah =p you know it <3
i danced soooo much and it was crazy! ! ! ! ! soOoOOOoO yeah it was a crazy good timeeeeeeee and i haven't had fun like that in a long time

!!!

<<<33333
loves it !